|Not so peaceful as it seems...|
There’s a conflict situation at our hummingbird feeder. I suppose I am to blame since I hung up the “food” (four parts water to one part sugar. Hummingbirds are mainly constituted of low-rent kool aid). I think the birds themselves, however, must also bear some of the responsibility. Probably actual flowers, which deliver less of hit, are more nutritious and maybe include IQ-boosting nutrients.
It’s funny/peculiar that this hummingbird conflict is between the red and the white – throated, that is. Like the Lancastrians v. Yorkists, various Russians v. one another, Red Baron v. Snoopy, what have you.
The red-throated hummingbird flies at the white-throated one as soon as white throat makes a move to the perch. They wheel and circle one another at a fabulous speed, seeming to be made of liquid. (Which, as noted, they are). They don’t make contact with one another, at least not that I can tell. Perhaps there is some evolutionary line in the sand that stops them at intimidation only.
I have read that a hummingbird weighs as much as a cork, as much as a penny. They are in that category of real animals that ought to be fictional – like narwhals, luna moths, possibly giraffes, possibly people.
Nature makes me think about religion. I have been thinking about nature and religion particularly this week, not only because of the hummingbirds but because I had surgery on Tuesday – an actual one, like in the movies where they wheel you down a hallway on a gurney into a room with a lot of people waiting for you with gowns and shower caps. (“Ovary-free in 2014” is a slogan that keeps running through my mind, though where I would print it and what it might do for me.)
As luck would have it I have inherited from my father’s side of the family the now notorious BRCA2 gene. This gene is probably why three of his seven sisters have had breast cancer… so far.
I was advised that having my ovaries removed drops nearly to zero my chance of ovarian cancer, which makes sense and which otherwise was statistically about one in three (although no one in the family has had that yet). This is also supposed to cut my risk of breast cancer in half. So, out they have gone. Sadly, it now seems to me, without any ceremony.
I learned years ago in my first serious job after college, in the fundraising unit of an engineering college in upstate New York, that most people (at least those people worth pursuing for fundraising purposes) spend the first half of life piling up money and possessions and the rest of their lives getting rid of them. The key for the fundraiser is to strike at the right moment on the downhill side. Assembly. Disassembly.
It occurred to me that the same can be said about every other essential thing in life. Half, maybe two thirds building up (kids, ourselves etc.) then the rest in launching or losing those things. My kids are teenagers. My daughter can drive. I am often not sure if she’s even in the house these days. I sent her a text yesterday asking her to get me some Altoids at the drug store (I’ve had a bad taste in my mouth since surgery) and she wrote back that she was still up in her room. My hearing is more than half gone. My eyes fading. I can’t read anything with small type without removing my glasses. “Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans ovaries, sans everything.” Well, not quite sans everything, yet, but any fundraisers out there might want to start their engines.
The thing is that we people, hummingbirds, giraffes etc. get only one spin of the wheel. Once around. At least that’s the only part we can perceive. One up, one down, and out. The wheel itself, however, keeps going. Gerard Manley Hopkins wrote, “there lives the dearest freshness, deep down things.” All that used up leaf litter is not really at the end of the line, just the end of the line as a leaf.
Is this any help? I don’t know. I have to take my son to a guitar lesson now. There are, at least, (mercifully) distractions.